Mood:
blueNow Playing: Pain (Slayer Mix)-Four Star Mary
Topic: Life
I'm starting to realize that I shouldn't indulge in too much 'bad' behavior (I put it in quotes because part of me does not consider it bad). Reading slashfics, talking to people online and sometimes meeting them.....I met a couple of guys offline and it just didn't work. Ryan is the only one who I think understands me. I just hope I don't do something stupid to lose my few friends like him. I scare too many people off. I know I should relax and be myself but that's tough for me. I unconsciencely want to impress others for attention and that's just my downfall. Sometimes I don't know what to do and want to talk to someone and it feels like there's no one there. I feel like I might make them upset at me and shun me. College has made me a little happier and I'm making some friends, I just hope that I don't scare anyone away. I wish I wasn't so shy and reclusive, then I could meet people a lot easier. Life should be better soon.
Penciled by Trinity Chandler
at 2:44 PM
