Mood:
sharpNow Playing: Thief-Our Lady Peace
Topic: Life
There's just something about me people don't seem to like. Maybe its just because I'm weird. I really don't know. No one seems to really connect to me. It gets kinda lonely thinking about that but it's true. I think I may be slipping slightly back into depression too, which isn't helping things much. I think everyone expects me to be dumb because I have a benign form of autism. It's hard to make friends for me so I tend to go into my mind and listen to music to escape from it all. Reality always comes crashing back and making me sad. I choose to ignore it most of the time but it's too powerful sometimes. I feel like no one really understands me and I'm a weird freak. I try to fit in but it always fails....
Maybe tomarrow everything will be better./..
